Struggles of my life
Written in disguise
A smile on my face
To cover up my eyes
The pain in my heart
Pounding in a race
The fear swallows me whole
Voices in my head
Telling me to be scared
Things I need to deal with
Are much easier said
Then done
Obstacles I tend to face
Sometimes kills my joy
Its dead
My heart seems to be a toy
But I don't want it to be shared
Im getting feed
With all this fear
Consuming my thoughts
Every Year
Telling me to be scared
It's not going to work
Because I'm inside your head
You might try to escape me
but dear
I will be back for you next year.